Look at that amazing poster. Sexy Kamenashi-sama staring at you like he's going to eat you up /dies.

uh.. Anyone, let's go and watch DBS together with me??
(we can stay at kharisma13's place! lolol)

before I continue this post with my non-sense babbling, it'd be better if go and do my thesis.

After a not so short journey from Jakarta to Bangkok - one hour from my house to Soekarno-Hatta intl. airport, three and a half hour on the plane, and one hour ride from Suvarnabhumi intl. airport to Salaya -, I have finally arrived at my apartement near Mahidol University Intl. College.

Sawasdee-ka~! :D :D
(That's the only Thai language I know. lol)

I officially live in Thailand for 3 months as an exchange student starting from today. It's exciting and terrifying at the same time. Living in a country you never visited before and with language you don't even understand, that scares me. Yeah.. But, I'm already here, in Thailand xD. Even my parents still can't believe that I'm not living with them anymore (for 3 months). I hope everything goes well and I can go back to my country with good grades and finish my thesis as well.

Ganbarimasu!

Lj seems always prevent me from posting something. Now that I find it finally works for me, I decided to post some of Kame icons that I have made and dumped all of them inside my icon folder. Uhm I think they're not really good but I wanna share so here you go :D

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feel free to use it.

Comments are ♥♥♥

I saw someone posted this song on tumblr, and the quality is nice so I decided to rip it because DIAMOND is simply nice! I like it! KT always produce such a nice song anyway XD

I wonder when will they release this song. Or will they release this song?
I wouldn't mind if I have to buy another single right after WHITE. haha..
oh well, just enjoy this  ^^

listen to Ultimate Wheels from KAT-TUN style http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/12094991

The song is so great. KAT-TUN is the first JE band I like because of their music!! Really.. Even my sister, who always says that JE music is suck listen to KT’s songs in awe. She was like "now I know why you love this band so much. They're awesome."

>.<

will never stop to love them.

Because I like this song very much, so I decided to rip it *so I can play it all over again*

here if you're interested to download my rip version
This song is extremely awesome. I'm so proud of them! Now I can't wait for the PV.

credit goes for Hiromu @ je_stream on twitter for the stream and myself for ripping it :D

Make sure to buy the single! 

comments are loved btw XD

Title: Different path same destination
Pairing(s): Akame, KAT-TUN
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I just own the plot
Summary: Jin is not in KAT-TUN anymore, he's going solo. But one thing he still sure, their destination is still the same.
Warning: English is not my first language and un-betaed

a/n : Hello ~ this is my second drabble and I don't know what makes me write this, it just suddenly popped up on my mind and I just so happy with the fact that Jin finally releases his single! And KAT-TUN Ultimate Wheels even made me more happy! Uh I love these guys *rants*. And, have you read MS Top 50 idols all the time? KAT-TUN is in top 30. So proud. Okay now to the fic ~


People and their expectation, I hate them. They just don't know what I really want to do and what I'm capable to do. They just don't know how their expectation is being a burden for me. It feels so heavy, I really want to get out from all of this things immediately. I want to be free, showing my real self to everyone, I just want them to know that I am beyond their expectation.

“Kazu.. I'll leave the band” I said

“Good luck Jin” You replied with your genuine smile. The smile that only belongs to you which I will never forget. Only with that smile, I feel like I can conquer the world. “Just don't forget us, right?” You added jokingly.

“You know I'll never forget you and the guys” I convinced him. Knowing that he fully support my decision to leave the band. I promise that I leave for good and won't miss a chance to make my dream comes true. Our dream.

“Just let our dream comes true.” You continued, that smile still plastered on your beautiful face, “Take care, Jin.” You give me a hug, that kind of best friend hug and I hug you back. I am so grateful that I have a best friend like you.

“You too. We're going to make it real, Kazu.” I saw his face for the last time before my departure to America. I know he'll protect the band, he is Kamenashi Kazuya after all. I smile as dragged myself out of the dressing room.

Once I got the chance, I grabbed it, I finally free now. Well, not entirely free but I finally manage to create my own music. I am one step closer to my dream, going worldwide. I love the audience, I love the stage, I love how I can sing my own song in my own stage. I feel free and content. But nothing is better than going back to my hometown, the town where I start everything, the town where my precious one live.

“Everyone, I'm home.” I said to the cheered crowd. I feel so happy I could jumping around and sing non-stop because I finally back here.

I see the five of you made it great. Five dome concerts are scheduled this year, and you guys are going to release your next single soon. I hear the song from one of car commercial, I am so proud of you guys.


Now I am on my way home after finishing the concert, choose to rest my body before facing my tight schedule tomorrow. Suddenly I feel my phone vibrate, fists it from my pocket and seeing your name on the screen.

From : Kazuya

Welcome back Jin. Your single will be released soon. Congrats. :)
You might have known that we're struggling to make the dream comes true too.
Good luck!

He smiles as he reads the message. It's only a simple message but means a lot for him. The thought of his ex-bandmates struggling to make the dream comes true just makes him smile wider. They might be walk at a different path, but they're still the same because they have one destination, make it worldwide.

No matter what people expect them to be like, they are just beyond the expectation. And they will prove it even to the entire world. With that thought, Jin finally fall asleep in his way home. Satisfied and ready to face another busy day.


Okay I know this is kinda suck -.- I basically just wrote what comes into my mind. So yeah..
Sorry for grammatical error.
Finally, thank you for those who have read this :D :D
Comments are ♥

 

Title: All I Want For Christmas is You 
Pairing(s): Akame
Rating: G
Genre: Fluff?, Romance
Disclaimer: I just own the plot and the song on my laptop. Though I really wish I could own Kame. lol
Summary: Kazu loves Christmas, but there's something he loves the most to make Christmas even better (I can't write a good summary -__-)
Warning: English is not my first language and un-betaed


Kamenashi Kazuya loves Christmas. Snow, present, song, food, Christmas gives him a happy feeling. But that was before one certain person leave him and the band. He still loves Christmas but he won't deny that he feels not that happy as before.

“Kame”

“Hmm?” He answers lazily, lay down on the couch with his palms covering his face.

“Are you okay?” Nakamaru asks worriedly. He knows Kame loves Christmas. No matter how much work they need to do during Christmas, Kame always did his job happily. But now, he can see that the younger one seems to be so tired and sad.

“Hmm”

“We're worrying you so much” He continues because Kame seems like not in the mood of answering any question, “Want to going out somewhere?”

Didn't get any answer, Nakamaru sighed and leave the room.


He feels sorry for not answering Nakamaru, he knows his band mate worry about him so much. Tat-chan asked what's wrong with him, Koki offered to treat him in restaurant to brighten up his mood, even Junno asked him if Kame want to borrow his psp, but he refused.He just need time to re-arrange his feeling. After resting his body for half an hour, he decides to go home.
Soon as he got home, he throw his body into his bed, try to soothe his feeling. But something distract him, he see two boxes near his bedroom door. Get up from the bed, he checks what is inside those box. He takes the first box and read the card.

Merry Christmas Kazuya, I hope this jacket can keep you warm in this kind of weather. Mom

Christmas present he thought, a smile stretched on his face. Then he move to the next box, it's wrapped with red paper, he opened and found a black wrist watch. The card said

Merry Christmas Kazuya, this is a present from us. Hope it can cheer you!

He knows that was from his band mate though they didn't write their name on the card. Suddenly he hears the noise from the living room. He realizes that he didn't lock the door, worried if thief came into his house, he grab the mop to hit the unwanted guest if necessary. But something surprised him in his living room. A very familiar figure sprawled on the floor.

“Jin?” Makes sure he didn't see wrong, “Jin what are you doing? You're supposed to be in America”

“Urgh at least help me to get up before asking” Jin finally get himself up from the floor and rub his sore butt.

Kame gives him a confused look but he can see a glint of happiness on those brown orbs. “Snow is pouring quite hard outside, it makes my shoes wet and I slipped when come to your house.” Kame is trying so hard to keep a straight face, not to burst into laugh because Jin is so stupid. So he just stand and stare at his precious one. Didn't give any respon.
“Kazu? Why don't you talk to me?” Then Jin realizes that he didn't bring any present. “Kazu I'm sorry I didn't buy present for you, I mean it's Christmas and I forgot to buy a present!”

“Jin what are you doing here?” Kame asks coldy

“Kazu.. I came here because I read that you made a mistake when singing my part in white xmas. You must be missed me so much so I come here!”

Honestly, Kame doesn't know how to face his stupid lover. He's so happy finally he can see the face he missed so much, the voice that always make a good harmony with his, the person that makes his life feel incomplete but still he need to make this stupid lover of him understand that he doesn't need any present.

“Kazu sorry.. I'll buy you anything”

“You don't need to buy me anything, idiot”

“What? I'm sorry” Jin pouts and show his sad face, trying to gain Kame's forgiveness. Kame can't help but chukled and wrapping his arm around Jin's waist.

“You don't need to buy anything Jin because all I want for Christmas is you.” Kame smiles and hugging his lover so tight. He loves Christmas, its snow, food, song, and present, but what he loves the most is Christmas with his lover, Jin.
Hai! Finally I manage to finish this. Thank you for reading :D
I know this is an epic fail because I just simply write what's inside my mind when listening to the Christmas song 'All I want for christmas is you'. And this is my very first drabble so I'm so sorry if I fail too much. hehe.. Oh and sorry for the grammar mistake because English is not my first language.

Once again thank you, hope you enjoy it and comments are loved ♥

Hola!
Finally I made myself to write again here.

Last month I asked my mom to buy me Change Ur World cd, but she refuse. She said that I don't need that thing and it's such a waste to spend IDR 250000 for a cd. I told her I'm gonna use my own money to buy the cd but she still won't let me. Blah.. Then I found darkokame  journal, there I read she can help to buy the cd for those who live in Indonesia. So I bought it and here it is, the cd has finally arrived at my house savely! Thank you darkokame  !



I know that I've been using my money for the right thing because CUW is awesome. Even my mom said *after I made her to listen the song* it's a nice song! At least she didn't scold me because I bought it when she said don't haha.. The single itself is very KT-like and made me really wants to change the world. Very relevant with the world situation right now.

Since the first time I heard the song, I was surprised by Junno. He has a great voice (every KAT-TUN member has a great voice) but he often sings out of the notes, while in CUW, for me he sings perfectly. Listening to CUW is not enough without watching the PV. Feel weird with Kame's pants and his feathery coat, but it's Kame I'm talking about so it's fine!hahaha.. Tat-chan is sparkling! I'm liking the concept of the PV.

Mine is LE 1 version, so the making and premium event are included. Squeal all the time when watch summer premium event.




Look at his arm! >.< uh I don't know why I like his arms very much.hahahaha.. Lips, eyebrows, everything about Kame is lovable *sorry I'm such a Kamenashi biased :|

*later I'll post more screencaps from Summer Event Premium*

With their newest single, they show us that they can still manage to be on top though they lost one member. Besides, I like Jin now better than before, same goes for KAT-TUN their bond seems more stronger. With Jin's solo in America and KAT-TUN with their CUW, I realize that their kind of music is different. But I like both so yeah, keep up the good work guys!

By the way, I read that KT's World Big Tour DVD will be released on December. Oh man, I really want to buy it, hope somebody will give that as a birthday or christmas present (since I haven't got my birthday present last week -_-).

Oh well, hope I can buy the concert dvd.